Male Fantasy-Billie Eilish

Home alone tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue she would never be
That satisfied it's a male fantasy
I'm goin' back to therapy
'Cause I loved you then
And I love you now and I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know
When nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright convince myself I hate you
Want me to sing in here
I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparablе years ago
Thought we'd get along but it wasn't so
And it's all I think about whеn I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts I know the deal
But I loved you then
And I love you now and I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know
When nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright convince myself I hate you
Can't get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should but I could never hate you